At the same time I don’t understand men. Always seem mad when I do nothing but stay you ask of me.
Tonight was perfect, I love being in your arms, I love talking to you, I love kissing you, I love everything about you. I just wish the situation we are in was different, I hate that there’s so many obstacles standing in our way, I wish I didn’t have to hide this.
I think I met the love of my life in my dream last night.
seriously siting here crying and he’s in he next room and doesn’t even give a fuck, he got what he wanted and he’s done. this kind of shit is destroying me piece by piece.
i guess ill just never be good enough.
i am and never will good enough for anyone. obviously I’m just not worth anyones time. they use me to get what they want and then leave. they don’t care about my feelings and what goes through my head and hoe much i really care about them no. they just leave and think it okay. but every time someone does this to me i break down a little more each time. i don’t know how much more of this i can take. its not fair to me and i CANT KEEP FUCKING DOING THIS ANYMORE.
I wish I had someone to cuddle with and watch a movie with.